TO DO SO
There is literally nothing in nature that blooms all year long, so do not expect yourself to do so.
I needed this so much. I've spent the last week really looking after myself and realising it's OK to not be happy and good all the time. Going for long walks, eating better, sleeping earlier & waking earlier, taking baths, reading, eating food that I crave and want without guilt, spending time with family and trying to take things easy and live in the MOMENT. Stop stressing out about future 'work' issues or things that might or might not happen. I feel like I'm in this really weird limbo stage and I know everyone else who has just graduated is probably going through the exact same things and is finding it stressful and worrying. Everything is changing right now and I don't know where I'm going. I've never been great with the unknown, and having absolutely no idea what's going to happen freaks me out a little.
But I'm trying to better myself as a person in all areas and putting a lot more effort into my talents and my dreams and ideas in order to create my sort of perfection. Trying to be a little more organised and productive whilst putting more love and creativity into all aspects of myself.
These pictures are really important to me, I've spent a lot of time back at the beach and making sure I wake up earlier to fit in a long beach walk, doing the things that I know will change my state of mind and my thought process. Changing little aspects to create my perfection.